You were given the ability to love,
but you chose not to,
all because you are afraid to do so.
So just stop avoiding, cause you know its all of no use.I've said that i didn't want these repetitions, but it's happening all over again.

Ya ok ~
so, i had drama today (: Although the crew had to watch the main cast act out their scenes during the whole practice, but it was funny to see them Ng-ing. ha ha! went to eat after practice with Calista and Valerie and headed home aft that (: might be going out with Eunice next Thursday to watch a moviee! Liying would be coming over to stay overnight again, & i might be going out with Amanda and Sandra soon too~ [:
Also, the reunion thingy has been postponed! most probably it would be on the 8th cause many people won't be free tomorrow and next tues. T^T , ain ah! super late celebration hor. Ha ha! but nvm la~

Still struggling on whether to go to the 1F chalet a not. Either to spoil my mood, or to meet Ms.Ng and other classmates lor. I still prefer two geeee. (:

lalala ~
I've submitted the choices of the subject combinations alr!
Hope I'll not regret my choice of the subs, cause i don't want to dissapoint dad and mum.
73.

私は、試みにもう、または少なくとも気遣おうとは思っていません。

Hey humans! I'm back from Malaysia! [:
Took a train there instead of a bus. Basically it was fun, & the place was more like a Kampong place rather then a modern city. The people there were all very friendly and helpful & the neighbors were all very close, unlike Singaporeans. The house we stayed in belongs to my mum's friend's. It's like those you see in Chinatown, but much much much much much older.

My camera was having some problems so i only managed to take some pictures. Sorry~!
There are some of Genting's pictures as well. And drama training tmr! 加油 啊! Syf next year!

希望大家能开心，自己也一样，却常做不到.
虽然我看起来每天都很开心，其实不是。
告诉大家要开心，但谁来对我说呢？
向 Aunty setin 说的一样，每一个人都需要走过他们最黑暗的一天．
就算了，把这一些当成考试一样．

specially for mimi! [:
i know i have been spending less time with her and i know the feeling of being neglected.
so .. yes. I want to bring her out to somewhere to make her happy. Maybe somewhere to the beach? (: 4 years since i knew her. Even though she doesn't know many tricks like all the other dogs, but hey! she's the best okay? don't look down on her, cause she picks friends. If she sticks to you then be honored! Haha.

Ok bye.
gtg sleep.

I remember rushing back home from school to see if you were okay.
I remember laughing at your jokes which were actually not funny at all.
I remember you asking me where is your hat and if it wasn't there you would sulk.
I remember sleeping late at night after the visiting in the hospital and dragging myself to wake up the next day to go to school.

Ah,enough.
Anyway, I'm leaving to Malaysia tomorrow.
Will be back on Thursday but still not sure of the time. Would be missing a few drama trainings. Hope i would be able to catch up with everyone when I'm back!

Liying came this morning to get her clothes and to pass her Psp to me, but i was sleeping! Sorry~ And thank u! [: This Saturday would be going to Seoul gardens for a reunion and a late celebration of Gazette's drummer, Kai's birthday! (:

i don't want to be drifted away.
i don't think you'd ever understand this feeling.
cause i myself don't know why i'm feeling this way.
just a stupid indescribable emotion.
just a sudden feeling of emptiness.
k , bye bye.

Helloooo!
Liying went back home alr :(
No more Psp to play, no more fighting over food, no more fighting over the blanket at night, no more Audition and Tv together. She's so noisy that once she left, my house became so quiet. Haha, five years of friendship. Must really treasure it ! (:

Argh holidays!
I expected it to be very fun. But actually, i dunno what to do to past time.
Go out? Nah, if it is too often then it would be a waste of money, and Singapore is like so small, places to go to are also so limited. Everyone seem so busy during the holidays but I'm always stuck at home. I don't want to drift away from everyone laa :(

Time time time.
Maybe 24 hours a day's not sufficient. I need 48.
Only my sleeping itself can take up 12 hours. Wow~
Whatever la! Ciaossu ~ (:

Oh and.. Liying's coming again tmr to take her clothes! (:

Labels: last day

Hey humans!
Liying decided to stay one more night today!
Slept about 4am yesterday and woke up around 12.15 today. Although it's eight hours of sleeping , but i still feel very tired.

Played audition with Marcus they all, and watched 翻滚吧！ 蛋炒饭. Mum bought the disc as promised [: There's Jiro, Genie and Danson inside! The first episode's already very nice. Can't wait to see what happens in the later episodes. Danson very sweet inside lor! Aww~ <3 Hahaha.
Around 8pm, my dad drove us to White sands cause Liying wanted to buy dinner for her Mum. After buying, we walked to her house to take her clothes. Was very addicted to her PINK psp! Didn't know there was this color.

And Guess what?
That fugly potato is here, once again. Just because my grandma is sick, she's blaming my dad cause it was him who brought my Grandma to Genting. Wtf, before we went she stopped us from going. When we are back, she blames us for bringing my Grandma there.

Aiya whatever la.
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee. [:

Hello! [:
went out to meet Huixuan & Liying today! Yipeee!
woke up early, left early, and reached early. Huixuan and Liying were late, so i had to wait for very long. When Huixuan reached, we waited 35 minutes for Tanliying! Previously she was late, this time also lor. When she came, huixuan and I purposely hid behind a board so that she couldn't see us. Bwahahahaha!

Went to eat lunch first [ :
Kentucky Fried Chicken ah! I've waited so long for it! Ate twooo piece meal! [:
this time was with huixuan and liying , next time would be with ABC!

After eating , we went to comics connection cause Huixuan wanted to buy comics. Aft that , we went back to tm. They kept saying that i zi-high , so i pretended to be emo [: As i was acting emo , i suddenly saw my dad in front of me! Hahaha, at first i thought it was an illusion , but as i looked closer it was really my dad. Lucky right!? He gave us money to play arcade ok! [:

Met my dad and mum aft arcading and followed my dad to buy a new house phone!
about 3+ , huixuan went to tuition at Katong and Liying came over to my hse again. ;D She's staying overnight today! Yayyyyyyyyyyy! The previous time she stayed over at my house was on 2006. Time passes super fast lor!

Ok , she wanna go help her friend change blogskin alr.
Gtg , bbye! ^V^


^V^.

edited.
Hey hey! It's 2.15 am now & i'm still on the comp with Liying.
took some more pictures again! Haha, Now we're waiting for Marcus to come audi with us.
Bored la :[





ciaos!

School's officially over! [:
Got back Report book, and my dad saw it. As usual, he was nagging cause of my maths.Haha, no choice? I did put in effort.

Was supposed to go watch the movie connected with Jiamin , Evelyn , Calista , Valerie and Sandra aft sch, but sldp ended up going to my house aft eating. Played audition and blog-hopped. By the way, i gave Abc the present ald! [: I have a similar one, but not exactly similar. must like it! Hahaha :O

Going to go out with Liying and probably Huixuan and Jiayan tmr! [;
Holidays are going to be filled up with Drama trainings and drama camp! I want to go out for Kfc. I wanted to eat for so long ald, but always no chance to go. Must go! Abc ar Kfc! Haha , Bye bye blog! Bye bye School! Bye bye Abc! ^V^

Booo! I'm back from M'sia!

would be too long if i blogged about it. basically it was fun [:
Went with Mum,Dad,Ike,Grandma,Bro,Alex,Huan Long and Jeremy.
Didn't went to the Outdoor Theme Park because they didn't want to. We only played indoor games, arcade and bowling. Bought ABC's present alr , gonna give it tmr x) Must like it ah!

Too lazy to blog abt the whole trip, but here are some of the pictures~
Anw, Gonna go out with Liying this Friday! Yipeeee x)
And next Tuesday im going M'sia agn.

Gonna miss ABC a lot ~
Should i take PoA or Lit? ><>< style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51);"> confused.
















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#64

Hey people [:
It's the 18th. Today is somewhat a very important day. It marks down something important.
Yes, its Saturday! Finally, after everything that happened. I hope it will not repeat ever again. It was difficult, but im glad it ended. [: I don't want to go through the same thing again. If i really had to, i don't think i will be as soft-hearted like this time.

Packed everything for m'sia already.
3-4 days before coming back. Don't miss me!

Today morning , someone came to my house and caused trouble again.
You knw what you did yourself, so i shouldn't be talking so much. Just sit and think whether what you did was correct. Fugly potato. [:

60.


It's funny isn't it? People come out from their mother's womb so innocently and cute, but as they grow older and start to know things, they tend to react to things around them. There's like so many examples are these people around me. I'm not saying that I'm perfect, but as long as we don't do anything wrong there's really nothing we should be afraid of. [: Causing yourself so much worry and sadness due to your own doings, what for? Think about it!

tata! [:

Got back results..
but still not sure of literature's overall.

English - 60/100.
Chinese - 70/100.
History - 55/100.
Geography- 67/100.
Science- 69/100
Literature - 33/50.
Math - Fail.

Shit math la. Shit the whole world.
but it was expected anyway.
.............................. :'(

-In sch, almost everyone was playing their psp.
-I want a red one la.
-Went safra after school, went back around 4.
-Came home, used the comp.
-Muscle cramps.
-Disappointed over somethings.
-Thinking if everything was just a fake. And i think it is, I've seen it so many times.
-Sigh.

k bye.
and s Saturday.

Aft school.. went to Safra. At first we wanted to pool but in the end chose to bowl because we had to wait 1 hour plus for the table. Saw quite a number of Dunmanites. Played and ate mee goreng (: Finish playing abt 4+ but 6+ den went home cos it was raining.

School was boring. Had a ' too tuff to puff programme'. After recess, played games with some people. Didn't get back any papers.

It has been a bad week.
Band practice cancelled tmr cos sammi has to study for her exams.Would be Pushed to November. As for Saturday.. i hope it would be a memorable day. But i doubt it will be.

Bye.

Got back some results today..

English ( situational writing ) - 17/30.
Math - !@#$%.
Science - 43/60.
Geography - 67/100.

Wish me good luck for the rest of the papers!
Sigh sigh sigh, Why can't my maths be better? :(
Why must maths be one of the important subjects?
Why why why why why. :(
I don't know if i should go to the 1F class chalet.
Cause to speak the truth, i prefer 2G.

SIGH! * :'(
Bye, i wanna go maple now. Chiong ah.

Eve Lock Jia En

2. Are you single?
Ya.

3. What’s your favorite number[s]?

29:D

4. What is/are your favorite color[s]?

Orange,Black,Blue.

5. Least favorite color[s]?

Brown.

6. What are you thinking of now?

What to type :D

7. Are you happy with your life right now?

Yeap:D

8. What is your favorite subject in school?

Science!

9. Do you shop at malls?

Yupp.:D

10. Where do you wish you were right now?

Sentosa.

11.What should you be doing right now?

Mapling. Haha :D

12. Do you have a crush on anyone?

Nope.

13. When was the last time you bought a clothing item?
Yesterday.

14. What was the last thing you drank?

plain water.

15. Do you hate liars?
Yes,Who doesn't?

16. Can you make yourself sneeze?

nope.

17. Do you fall for people easily?

Nope.

18. What does your last text message read?

"Sure! Thank you!" By Eunice :D

19. Are you too forgiving?

Sometimes.

20. How many windows are open on your computer?

3(:

21. Who was your last call from?
Eunice.

22. What do you do with most of your time?
Computer :D

23. Will you and your ex ever get back together?

dont have ex :D

24. Do you sleep with the TV on?

Nope.

25.Which of your close friends lives closest to you?

Sandra!

26. What items could you not go without during the day?

27. Would you share a drink with a stranger?

No.

28.How was your weekend?

Ok-ok lor.

29.Do you believe ex(s) can be friends?

Yup.

30. The last person whom you quarrel with?
Mommy.

31. The way to win your heart?

Sincerity.

32. What did you do last night?

computer xD

33. Do you have the same name as one of your relatives?

Nope.

34. Are you looking for a boyfriend/girlfriend?

Nope.

35. One song that's meaningful to you ?

Hei bai Pei By Fan wei Qi.

36. Do you twirl or scoop your spaghetti?

Scoop.

37. Do you drink milk straight from the carton?

Nope.

38. How long is your hair?

Average.

39. Do you like Batman?

Nope.

40. Who was the last person who told you they loved you?

My mom :D.

41. When was the last time you sang out loud?
Today. Haha :D

42. What did you have for breakfast?

I didn't have breakfast.

43. Is your birthday on a holiday?

nope.

44. Can you cook?

instant noodles?

45. Where did you get the shirt(s) you're wearing?
I forgot.

46. What was the reason you got in trouble last?
Forgotten.

47. What do you wear more, jeans or sweats?

Jeans.

48. When is your birthday?

9 March.

49. Do you swear a lot ?
Nope. :D

50. What was your first alcoholic drink?

None.

51. Do you have any regrets?

Of course.

52. Who would you like to see right now?

No one.

53. Have the cops ever come by your house?

No.

54. Are you a social or antisocial person?

Neutral.

55. Who was your first best friend and are you still friends with them?

dont know.

56. Ever been in love?

No.

57. Ever had braces?

no.

58. What do you wear to bed?
Clothes?

59. Who was the last person to disappoint you?

Sandra Chan :(

60. Do you trust people?
Depends.

61. Who was the first person you talked to today?
Ike!

62. Who was the first person to text you today?

Chuan Siang.

63.What was the first thing you did this morning?

brush teeth.

64. 10 people to tag: (not in any order)

1)Vanessa.

2)Shanice.

3) Siewpeng.

4) Sandra.

5) Evelyn.

6) Alfian.

7) Bingqian.

8) Weijie,

9) Nicholas.

10) Liying.

DONE! :D

Went back to school today with Chuan Siang , Caijie and Sandra for b ball.

Surprisingly there was quite a lot of people in school today although its the marking day.
Sat at the bench and chatted with Sandra about Hey say. When it was about 3+ , Sandra had to go for her rebonding so i went home (: She wanted me to accompany her but i didn't want to go. 2 hours plus sitting there just to watch her finish her rebonding?! Haha anyway, my dad went to highlight his hair brown today without telling us. When he came back we were like so shocked la, he also spiked his hair ;D . Cool lor! (:






Bye bye~
56.

Yesterday
went kallang for dinner at night with Dad,Mom, and Grandma. (:
After eating, we returned home for only about 15 minutes for Grandma to eat her medicine, then headed to Yishun to pick my cousins up to Loyang to pray.

had a difficult time trying to sleep, my ulcers are getting bigger. :(

Today
didn't go out with Sandra,Amanda,Caijie and Chuan Siang.
Instead, i went out with Liying and Huixuan<3 . (: Actually, i kind of forced them to accompany me lah.

After meeting, went to eat first. Crapped a lot ;D, Joked a lot, and gossiped a lot.
Hahaha. After that, went to 77th street to look for my hat. They chose a cheap and nice one. $18 only! (: and the one i found was like $30? can see the difference in our fashion sense lor. Hahaha , joking. :B When we were looking for hats, this don't know who came to ask for my number. Liying kept laughing and laughing la. But i don't give my number to strangers/especially to abs. :/

I wanted to buy a jacket, but i didn't have enough money to buy!~ Aww.
Wanted to arcade, but once we stepped into the arcade, we saw that ab guy inside so i ran out. Never mind, save money! (= continued to venture around , but when it was about 4+ Huixuan said she had to go home , and liying said she wanted to come my house. (again.) So we parted and ta-da! (:

chatted about Liying and her life. Lols ;D , many many things happen to her this year lor. Chatted about her happy times, and sad times. All because of this one person. (ROAR).Haha, but half the time she was thinking of how to reply her messages so i took the opportunity to take pictures with her phone. :/ Haha. Anw, cheer up! :B

i wanna sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep now la.
sorry to those who i vented my anger on this morning. I was in a very very very very bad mood due to the stupid lame promises by certain people. Argh.

Bye! (:





55

Drama craze! (: - lan qiu huo! Go go jerry yan! (:

I'm going to buy the things i need for Segamat either today or tomorrow. But since I've gotten into a quarrel with mum yesterday.. most probably I'll get it tomorrow with Sandra peeps. Sigh. Just because i accidentally kicked her hand phone? Ah whatever. (:

Next Friday,first band practice. Go ichiban! :D
for now, let pictures do the talking.
Haha, ' enjoy!' Pictures flooding my blog alr la.




54, definitely. (;*
bye.