Hello hello, i feel so much better after much encouragements. :']

I recalled one of my new year resolutions,
which was something i didn't write on my blog.
Well,I promised myself something really really important.
But since i'm okay now, i think i shall not talk abt it anymore la.

Hehehe,there's something i really really want. It's really very very important to me & It simply means my life and my everything. Wait and see;I'll find a way to prove it someday, one day. =D. Went to buy my dad's bdae prezzie with sandrachannie today. We had Ajisen's for lunch{!} Her treat again.

my strong scented dream.
thank you Nicholas. [':

forgive and forget? i can proudly say that i do forgive,but not forget.
it's becoming worst,even everyone around me reminds me of ' all the time.
smooth-sailing? think of my feelings first.

around 7pm, we went to bugis for our tuan yuan fan! ;] it was a special one because we didn't have steamboat but nyona food [x. The food's very nice, but if i had a choice, i think i'll still prefer having steamboat.Oh and, kenneth lock said he didn't know how to spell 'usual'. lol!

we reached home around 12am, and that was when the fight started. My parents were not in good terms due to some reasons. Well, i thought my mum was the one in the wrong, but i just pretended to be sleeping inside my room. Fuckitla,i actually cried you know. but whatever.cny eve sucked, hope today's a better day.

im gonna buy the cheena book i saw today with my ang-bao money!
i can't wait for cny lah x] . ok, bye.

GLOBAL WARMING.
PLEASE SAVE THE EARTH.

- there was "ichiban-time" today.
on the way back home with shimin, she told me to learn drums instead,i was kinda tempted but i don't wanna quit band just because of that! tell me what to do. ;(

-HAPPINESS;
it can be a rather abstract subject. intangible. it can't be pinned down with mere words.
but it can definitely be felt. yet again, is it just a surface thing?
or truly felt by the heart? ; & what about love then?

will be back someday again,
till then,wish me luck! :3

Hellohellohello. My hand is itching to blog and blog and blog ;).

-we've all gotten back our math class test ; & my marks were pathetic.
Eunice wants to snatch my yunho from me eh! I don't mind if it's a form of supporting him la, but still.Went to Sandra's house again today.Had a hair cut; not much difference though.I can't wait for the cny celebrations!- i love my aunties,- and zyc!

will be back someday.

so hang in there, ya? (:

I MISS JACK.

thank you so much dearrrest!
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Shopping cures depression indeed.

Went comp-ing over at sandra's today.

Had math test as well; I'm sure i'll flunk it, or at the most, i'll score 3 marks.
but nevermind, since tuition starts officially next week.
Amanda might be joining us as well. *:') I wanna make new friends there ^^.
Sandra's mum bought many food for everyone today.I loved the fish balls.
Heh, i actually love them all the time,especially with chilli!
Weird combi uh, i guess i inherited my grandfather's eating styles.
Oh and, liying's coming over to stay for 7-8 days during cny. =3

You think it's easy to just shake it off like that? --
that tail of habit stuck on you;
Though it trails along behind,
not seen too obviously by others,or even yourself,
has it not already grown to be part of you?

argh,shit shit shit! elfn klnkwhieh r9.

DONGBANGGGGGGG.

aww~

i like it that some things are kept in my heart.

sometimes even if i try voicing out my thoughts,
they just don't come out the way i want it to mean.
yes, its still hurting, but i'll get over it(!)

tmr's cca fair.
hope many would join yea? :D
& whoo! I wanna learn japanesee.
i've been wanting to learn it donkey years ago but never got a chance to.
I compiled many words into a book, and eunice was happily reading the
vulgarities page today. Hahaha :B. and yes. I've gotten my specs.
I see everything so clearly with it. emaths test! someone? ><

pew.back to work!
buai-bye. (:

Is there something that binds you?
Or is the thought that you are bound that which binds you?
You are not bound by any chains now.
Only your thoughts bind you ---
there are no metal chains, only mental ones.
Any mental chains have to be broken,
let go of,by mental effort.

Hahaha, i just wanted to share this to everyone,
including the video. I've always think that guys who dance are cool,
don't you think? :3 but i still prefer those who pop than lock.
Anyway, i've finished doing my homework!
there's a math test next Wednesday.
& I really really wanna do well in it,but i have no confidence.
Plus, i only know how to the the ultra man method.
But still not sure when to use it. Help me! :(

how did it feel?
it stinged,it hurt so very much.

We're back, & the sec 3 camp rocked!

it really helped bring 3f together.
we even won the best class award which was kinda unexpected:D
didn't get a chance to thank uncle Jack and instructor siti just now..
they really helped us a lot, especially for the campfire prep which was kinda last minute.
& I'll miss them(!) :(

I believed everyone had fun la,
the first day was really tiring due to the climb in the rainforest.
many were bitten by leeches,& it was the first time for many of us to climb and trek inside a rainforest.At night, we had trekking as well. Amanda and i paired together and plus, we were the first two! It was very darkkk.& o! 2nd day was <3.There were water activities such as lake rafting,where we had to build our own raft to fit everybody in,jetty jump,and indiana jones. Many of us didn't want to play at first, but the whole class got wet from head to toe aft the first activity! I think we got to know each others strengths and weaknesses from this camp. Like nicole,many of us now know that she's afriad of the willy wonka bridge,and valerie and russell who are very good in their balancing. :)

K, i think i need plenty of rest now.
I'm dehydrated and my nose is sunburnt.
I look like rudolph! Haha,bye. :')

& thank you instuctors
jack and siti~ <3

Hey everyone! School's okay.

people make me laugh a lot there. & i love laughing~[:
people like latiff just makes me go Rofl whenever he does something.
He's funny, and i don't know exactly why actually.
nyway, i've changed my mind about the camp thingy.
I'll be going! (: sudden change of thought,
and i kinda psycho-ed nicole to go as well(:

Subjects like geog,lit,english&mt brings fun,
but definitely not ss/maths.
& seriously, i feel so stressed to be in secondary 3.
But still, i feel blessed to be in sucha sitting arrangement,
and most importantly,friends. (:

Sorry for not updating reguarly,
but i'll try to yea? Homeworks:done! Yay,and bye (:

thank you so much for your encouragements,
cause it really means a lot to me. [:

! my new specs's red! :D.
I wanted purple but it was too dull, so i chose red instead.
I'll have to wait till Tuesday/Wednesday before i can collect it though. :(
Went 201 with dad and liying today. & Aft that,we went to the pasar malam nearby.Dad bought almost all the food there! Liying wanted to buy the haversack but the shop was closed. Haha.

school school school:mondayblues.
Ah,i hate mondays! i''ve been watching shibatora & lovely complex.
There's teppei(!) in both shows! support support. :D drama tmr~ and campus later, please support jarod from ngee ann secondary! (: bye!

and as of the sec ones, i didn't notice if there was anyone from griffiths.(:
Band aft sch~saw sandy in east spring sec's uniform. Haha! kinda cute la, reminds me of my sec one days :D.Oh and,Uncle David taught us the voicing today! [: 671~ 一緒に歌いましょ.

:i don't think i'm going for the m'sia camp thingy.
reason? not because i don't feel like going. k,bye~[;

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